82 DAYS BEFORE PRE-CLINICAL PROFESSIONAL EXAMS 😭 (Part 1)

Hello there, just a little update. I had just deleted my old blogs. All the written moments in the past 5 years had disappeared in just one click. I feel sad, happy but uncertain. I wanna take control of what I shared. It was too personal before this.

How is life so far?
- so far, I woke up at 6.30AM, did my Subuh prayer and watch youtubes for 1 hours. I had keropok lekor for breakfast and received emails from my pathology lecturers that I needed to submit the tutorials next wednesday (I haven't studied alot of my endocrine subjects). In short, I FEEL PANIC!

Ya Allah, how do my seniors did this. I could not comprehend this 😞😢😭 I calculated that I had almost 400 lectures notes to be covered. 150 comes from semester 1&2 while the rest from semester 3 & 4. We are on break because of covid-19 outbreak, and the online class will be starting this Monday. Drs predicted that we may need to learn the entire subjects in this semester ONLINE! (we have reproductive module and communicable disease module left).

I also need to redo my proposal for elective. Our previous proposal on vaccine for streptococcus pneumonia was accepted and we also already got the placement in Southampton University. BUTT!!! Due to covid-19 outbreak, the University cancelled our mobility programme. I felt so so DEVASTATED. May Allah grants me patience and goodness behind this. Now we are in process of making the new proposal. My teammates have been very busy with study so they could not do it right away. Our supervisor also been very busy because she is a part of frontliners for combating covid-19.

Now, I'm on endocrine module. We had learnt BMM, PHY and half patho. We still have pharmaco and some patho to be learnt. I must say that I agreed with what Dr Norizal said, endocrine is abit of challenge. I really hope I will be able to understand it and integrate it. Aminn.
I need to;

1) ANKI my anatomy as well as biochem (esp the hard one to be remembered tu 😫)
2) Do comprehensive notes on patho
3) Re-learn my physiology and scribbled the infos on my PHY sgs questions

I am now in the process of making study timetable. I have only 82 days left 😣. I plan to finish studying my sem 1& 2 subjects before Ramadhan (24 April). Hopefully I make it.

Bismillah. 


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