26 DAYS BEFORE PRE-CLINICAL PROFESSIONAL EXAMS (Part 1)

Long time no see

I’m back because my heart was so heavy and my head is so cloudy.. I was so upset with myself and the system

I don’t know why I was so quick to hurt everyone that I care. 

I should minimize my screen time 

I should think, think and think before agreeing to one’s say 

I should not be selfish and think of others first

I knew that A and S were very upset because somehow I was promoting my “idea” to others. I’m really sorry if I made you think like that. It clearly my mistake 

I’m tired of hurting others 

I should really STOP butting my nose into others 

Be a watcher

Talk when needed 

Don’t be dumb and impulsive 

You have 26 days left

You have two big exams with blurry formats 

You have 100+ sem 4 and 3 semester to look for 

Ya Allah I don’t know whether I can really do this.. at home with many expectations and needs to fulfill :’( 

Your future depend on it 

Stop this stupid addiction and demeanor 

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UPDATE,

During that time, we were discussing about whether to do our part 1 & part 2 exams on 20th all together or separately. I was suggesting to my classmates that it would be the best to do it separately so that we will have time to study S1,2 & 3.. konon nya.. and I was being attacked for suggesting it. 

I knew, I should respect everyone decision..

At the end, majority voted to do it separately. Alhamdulilah.