75 DAYS BEFORE PRE-CLINICAL PROFESSIONAL EXAMS 😞 (Part 1)
3 days ago (6 April), my faculty had started our first online lesson. It was Dr Effat's class, which was about thyroid disease. I was so astounded by the effort put in by my lecturers. They recorded it and even add subtitles to it. Alhamdulilah it was clearer.
Yesterday, I had part 1 pbl for second part of endocrine module, it was confusing and I felt so bad to my groupmates. The unifi line was UNSTABEL!!! Asyik2 terkeluar dahlah I was a scriber. Then Deena offered to be scriber and shared her screen. I almost want to cry sebab I had burden someone else with my duty 😢 The session was also shorter than usual. I don't really understand how to relate those symptoms and the hypercortisolism faced by patient.
Last Friday, I made a study timetable, I managed to follow it for 3 days, but on 4th and 5th day, I totally slacking in. Ya Allah it was so devastating!!. I felt very sad. I could not focus. I'm so excited to my next "take 5" that always turn into 30-50minutes break!! 😞 I know I'm gonna regret it.. like now.
I had so many works to be done. PPD reflection essays, study endocrine and also finish my GM & MSK. I really hope that I will be able to finish study Sem 1 & CVS before Ramadhan start.
I really wish I could wake up earlier. I always wake up at 9AM and totally miss my Subuh prayer (which I will qada'). I find morning to always be my "best" time. It is so much easier to focus and plan in morning. Studying at night could be really challenging because I tend to follow my nafsu mengantuk. I need to re-do my study timetable. Make it more realistic.. and achievable.
Tadi I played a song "Radioactive" by Imagine Dragon. I like all their songs, I know they are American but listening to their song remind me of London.. I never been to there. I really wish to further my study there and work there. Speak english with british accent and stroll down the river cottage-like houses. Ya Allah that would feel so good. I wanna work hard and go on vacation there with my mum. One day, InsyaAllah.
I tryna not to freak out. I mean, 75 days are not long. I was quiet puzzled with endocrine. I don't know whether we will have PT next week or not. I hope not..
Bismillah
Yesterday, I had part 1 pbl for second part of endocrine module, it was confusing and I felt so bad to my groupmates. The unifi line was UNSTABEL!!! Asyik2 terkeluar dahlah I was a scriber. Then Deena offered to be scriber and shared her screen. I almost want to cry sebab I had burden someone else with my duty 😢 The session was also shorter than usual. I don't really understand how to relate those symptoms and the hypercortisolism faced by patient.
Last Friday, I made a study timetable, I managed to follow it for 3 days, but on 4th and 5th day, I totally slacking in. Ya Allah it was so devastating!!. I felt very sad. I could not focus. I'm so excited to my next "take 5" that always turn into 30-50minutes break!! 😞 I know I'm gonna regret it.. like now.
I had so many works to be done. PPD reflection essays, study endocrine and also finish my GM & MSK. I really hope that I will be able to finish study Sem 1 & CVS before Ramadhan start.
I really wish I could wake up earlier. I always wake up at 9AM and totally miss my Subuh prayer (which I will qada'). I find morning to always be my "best" time. It is so much easier to focus and plan in morning. Studying at night could be really challenging because I tend to follow my nafsu mengantuk. I need to re-do my study timetable. Make it more realistic.. and achievable.
Tadi I played a song "Radioactive" by Imagine Dragon. I like all their songs, I know they are American but listening to their song remind me of London.. I never been to there. I really wish to further my study there and work there. Speak english with british accent and stroll down the river cottage-like houses. Ya Allah that would feel so good. I wanna work hard and go on vacation there with my mum. One day, InsyaAllah.
I tryna not to freak out. I mean, 75 days are not long. I was quiet puzzled with endocrine. I don't know whether we will have PT next week or not. I hope not..
Bismillah
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